hello peoples,
i decided to start a journal, i dunno why but i just felt like it and i think it might help me a bit. I have been so stressed and sometimes i think talking about it or writing it down helps me alot. My name is Josey just so you all know but yer any way alot has hapeened in the last few days which i can not stop thinking about and it's driving me insane, well not really but close enough. I am 17 and have my learners licence and a couple of weeks ago i went for my p's test which means i can drive on my own but i failed and my next test is next wendesday and im super scared, but my boyfriend went for them today and got them so that was pretty cool. Ok so thats the best thing in my life so far, the worse thing happened last night, ok firstly i have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and 9months to be exact and we have gone all the way, but my parents had no idea and last night my mum asked me if i had done "it" and i could not say a word, i stood there frozen, and she said the silence must mean yes and i said yes. I was so scared of her reaction that i left the room nearly shaking, and i dont even want to think of my dads reaction. But yer she knows now and i think shes angry at me. I don't know what to do?, my boyfriend wants to have a talk with her, hes so sweet, and i think it would be a good idea.

later JOSEY xx